Right now I'm just listening to old songs. I don't know why, but they'll always find a way back into my head where they'll spam repeat until I listen to it again.

Okay so I don't know why but...sometimes I have this cloud of emoness that sits overhead and just...makes me depressed.

Oh well I hope there'll be something to cheer me up. On the bright side, I seemed to have regained my appetite, at least for a while. Though it still sucks to learn a song and to have no one to play to. It wasn't too much effort, but it's being forgotten.

writtern @2:32 PM

I went to Spring Taikai last night! It was really fun, with a pretty good crowd and venue. The crowd was mostly older than us..but the venue was like a livehouse, pretty cosy and we were close to them though at the back.

Local bands opened, with covers of anime/japanese songs. I recognised half of them, but was really surprised that they played Butterfly from digimon. I actually liked the second band more, though the first band was more charismatic.

Yea and everything... I'm just so happy :'D
There was even a three-duet of Fighting Dreamers!~

The photo-taking session surprised me. I didn't expect to really...GO ON THE STAGE AND TAKE A PHOTO WITH THEM. I managed to get a high-five from Kaname and a...tired high-five from Dasoku :'D Kaname was still so hyper at the end ;__;

HAD FUN IT WAS SO FUN.

writtern @5:16 PM

I think that somehow, unconsciously I had become a bad person at some point.

But I think it is a little more reassuring to know that everything had happened because of something, rather than just without a cause. It must be true that something must've happened that led to this uconscious change in me. I wasn't expecting an apology, or any explanation. I think I'll rather go without it.

It still disturbs me a little, but I think I'm slowly regaining myself. There are still many things I'm unsure of, and many memories I'm uncertain of. It's a little depressing to have some of these things happen, but I guess it couldn't be helped. There was that tension there, afterall. So it was probably the right decision.

No, there isn't any right or wrong. Just a more...comfortable choice. There are still many things I wish I had said, though. I just hope that...things improve, I guess.

writtern @10:39 PM

Listening to a British band DOGS instead of doing work. I almost wanted to believe it was a friday. I know I should get up and do work but...the idea of it doesn't really appeal to me...

Oh and. While people actually blog about their lives, what am I writing? Well I don't exactly like writing about my life. What is there to say? Unless there is actually something that interests me...or else I'll avoid it. Argh.

I ought to make a new blog, or something. I'm too lazy to update the sidebar, change the blogskin(still dislike html coding)... and just look at the archives. Overflowing. And I thought about putting music on my blog, though I'll probably mute it each time cause it'll clash with the stuff I'm playing... So the only reason I'll want to put a player there is cause everyone else with a blog is just about blasting pop songs and I wanna play indie rock. Yea.

Oh come one a few paragraphs make a decent post. I've written one liners before.

writtern @4:56 PM