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Thursday, March 31, 2011


It is the March of Misery. This month is sooo filled with horrible things.
It was filled with terrible things which happended/I found out this month.
And yes, this is a lamenting post. I hope you don't read it because it is depressing.










Well it started with me finding out that Vidoll was disbanding. The sky cried with me. I had mixed feelings about the disbanding. It was said to be 'a positive disbanding' but disbanding can't be absolutely positive.

Then there was a tsunami and a big quake in Japan. I was only shocked. I was worried, too.

There were also many things like not getting enough sleep and just terrible stuff in general. Some I don't want to bring up.

But weirdly, it was also the month where I started drawing manga. One of them was much for self-satisfaction. For things I couldn't say. For things I don't want to say. I could already feel attached so I hope it can last.

I also felt mad at myself. I was selfish with some things. I also wanted to be doing my best, but I always disappointed myself.

This song speaks so much to me.
Deep Blue.

writtern @6:07 PM

Tuesday, March 29, 2011


I can't play the F chord on the guitar D:
And also all other chords that require one finger to hold down 5/6 strings. My finger can't hold down all of them!! D'= When I don't hold down all the strings properly/my finger is brushing another string, the guitar makes this 'peke, peke' sound D:

Also, I got this message that I have to come to school early on thursday. AGAIN. I was looking forward to finally being able to sleep in cause there would be no more practices and now THIIIIIS DDDDD:
FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUU

Oh and
I'm sorry for just coming here to scream vulgarities at my computer screen x'D
My updates... aren't really updates.
I'm just alive, that's all.

writtern @9:57 PM

Saturday, March 26, 2011


Oh here are some photos I wanted to post but couldn't cause of UNCOOPERATIVE com :<
 My guitar~ :D

Doodles I drew during Physics(double period). DIDN'T. GET. NOTICED. Yay :D
The doodles are oh-so-random xD But doodling in class is fun :3

Oh and today I bought a giant file with 100 pockets to put piano scores xD
It took hours to sort out everything and it just filled the whole floor x___x I had soo many songs!?

I almost filled the whole folder... about 93 songs!! xD
About half of which I don't even think I learned x___x;;
Anyways, just for the heck of it, I named the folder 'Hyaku Kyoku'! xDDDD

writtern @9:48 PM

Friday, March 25, 2011


NOW my fingers hurt again ;___;
So this will be a pretty short post.

My sister's friend came over and I was learning to play some songs with chords from a site. I somehow managed to play some Linkin Park songs~ Though it was something with alot of pausing cause I had to search for the chords =____=;; The good thing was that alot of chords were repeated for the songs, so I didn't have to memorise that many ='D *lazy*
I played... numb, pushing me away and crawling. It was fun, when connecting to the amp. =D

Though there are some chords I can't play cause I can't hold the strings properly. Like the F major chord. AAAARRRRGGHH CAN'T PLAY THE FFFFFFFFFF CHORD.*SHOT*
And also B minor :<

Also I strummed so hard the pick flew out of my hands =D
3 times! ><

My fingers don't really hurt while playing but... now they do ='D

Also, while in school waiting for CCA to start(there was like no one to accompany me), I actually took out my earpiece and listened to music in school ='D There weren't alot of teachers. It was fun.

writtern @10:47 PM

Tuesday, March 22, 2011


Eh- 600TH POST! =D
Unless there is some glitch where I double posted/didn't delete drafts D: It happens.
Anyways I'm now stuck listening to this.



It's catchy :D And it also has opera voice o__o and good engrish xD

Also, I got an electric guitar! It's some weird brand but it was cheap x'D
Though I'm still some embarrasing beginner who can barely remember the notes and can only play twinkle twinkle little star. So it's so depressing I won't talk about it. I need some kindof beginner book thing D:

I actually started on a manga during the march holidays x'D
It's weird and I can't write a proper summary of it cause the plot is tentative =___=;; I've been trying to tone the pages on photoshop and stuff. Uploading is a pain cause the pictures have to be resized and they CHANGE QUALITY and the screentones look different D: I also suck at backgrounds so it's... plain x'D

writtern @9:40 PM

Friday, March 18, 2011


I have nothing to post but I'm posting anyways :<

Erm, I have realised that the holiday is ending and I have accomplished nothing except some of my homework(still don't know what to do about english). It was fun going out to random places :D And talking on msn. It was... completely random and all D:

Aaaaah- I forgot everything I wanted to type.

Oh, you know hoe some people have amazing vocal ranges? They can even sound like girls~
Somehow I still like Jui's voice the most :<
He can do the death-metal scream, the super deep voice, his awesome melodic voice(:D) and some really high pitched voice too o__o But for some reason I never think that he sounded like a girl even then x'D
Also, I actually spammed a link to the song 'Heroin' x'D I kindof knew that I shouldn't *randomly* spam it to some friend cause it would
1. scare the friend
2. make the friend think weirdly of me
3. make the friend go 'O__o' and become wary of me or something =___=;;
But I think none of the side-effects happened yay~
I got used to the song anyways. I was planning on somehow making Iris listen to it to tramatize her or something. Though I thought again and it's probably not such a good idea because I will go to hell and if I want to do that I should wait till we graduate or something ='D

Sometimes we blast songs and I have such a hard time deciding what to blast x'D
"no death-metal screaming"
"no opera-pitch"
"no indie songs"
OMG I PASS D8

I've completed my half-assed rant.
Hope you didn't read it. But chances are- you did. If you're here xD

writtern @10:23 PM

Wednesday, March 16, 2011


I went out on monday and tuesday~
And today..
*tired*

On monday I went running in the morning with Joyi and Zhang ting. Unbelievable. Yea and we went to get breakfast afterwards. I'm lazy to write >__>
We went to do homework. I completed the maths homework with Zhang ting's help!
We also went out for lunch at MOS, where I kept burning myself x'D Afterwards we did stupid stuff. Like writing chemical equations and making up crazy maths problems. Then we went home.

On tuesday I met Wei ling, who I didn't see for a year ='D We didn't change too much though O__o
We talked about stuff on the mrt and she was telling me how hardcore people in her school were. 2 HOURS OF SLEEP I DON'T EVEN-!! Then we went to 313~

We just went into HMV for a whole hour x'D That place magically makes your money disappear.
The store looks even bigger than the one at cityhall O__o There were 4 racks of Japanese music ='D Which made me happy~ I saw more gazette CDs, but most of them were singles. I even saw CASSIS O__O It's a old single... I also saw an album I didn't have but I didn't buy it cause I didn't really like it >,<
I also saw Plastic Tree ='D I love them so much but the cheapest CD was $50++ so it was like... TURN AND WALK AWAY. NOOOWSSS DDDDD:
I also saw Vidoll! >< There were 2 of their singles and an album. But they were all super ex. And anyways I didn't really like the new songs =/
I didn't see Girugamesh D'=   ...Less temptation ='D
I saw Nightmare~ I actually bought one of their albums. Cause it was affordable and it was CD+DVD so I thought it was really worth it >< I only knew 2 songs from the album but I had faiiitttth in them. Or something. The album wasn't bad. Though NIL is still my fave. WHYYYSSSSITSOAWESOME.

Later we didn't know where to go next so we went to Plaza sing x'D
We went to Yamaha, the arcade, comics connections and some random stores*can't rmb*
We played house of the dead 4 at the arcade. The firing killed me x___x Firing like I'm gonna die. RATATTATATATATTATATATATA the number of zomibes are like in the walking dead.... UNCOUNTABLE. Oh I also went to Daiso and bought this random book that teaches how to write katakana. It's so cute lol xD

After that we went to Taka. I don't even know why- We went to kinokuniya and I saw DOGS vol. 4 and 5! Finally ;___; *has been waiting since September or something* But I couldn't buy it cause I didn't have enought money and cause I'm... not 18 x'D*hit*
I'm not even supposed to read it.*hitagain*

We went home on the packed train that terminated at Yishun =___=;;
But it was fun~

---

Just now I checked the list of celebrity in Japan who are fine. I think all my favourite bands are in there ='D
I know Jui's fine(from his blog) but I didn't know about gazette cause the company site didn't say anything and I didn't know how to check>< But they were on the list. I was so relieved to hear that alot of bands/composers/mangaka were okay. Though not alot of mangakas were mentioned.
I hope the situation in Japan doesn't get worse x___x

writtern @8:01 PM

Monday, March 14, 2011


Today I did homework D:
The good news is that I completed my maths homework.
The bad news is that it was only E.maths- *headsdesk*

It was hell cause there was so much homework.
Even though I was going to 'draw something better for white day since it was during the holidays', I ended up not having tiiiime D: I might draw something late. Most people probably don't know white day anyways~ I usually only draw stuff for christmas, halloween and valentine's.

Anyways just now I was using photoshop then SAI x'D
I'm gonna upload what I just drew/edited on dA~
...If it's not retardedly laggy.

writtern @9:08 PM

Sunday, March 13, 2011


I want a guitarrr D:
I'm actually just spamming here cause deviantart is taking forever to load. My com keeps giving me errors like 'out of memory on line 5'. LIKE I KNOW WHAT THE HELL LINE 5 IS!! ;_____; What can I DOOOOO!?
And when the computer gives up loading the pic it gives a blank box with an 'x'.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Why do I still USE this com!?

And even though I told my parents about the guitar package thing I saw at Yamaha, they didn't say anything much. I'm just drowning in homework.

Also, I saw the news about the earthquake and tsunami in Japan. I was kindof shocked though Japan was an earthquake-prone zone. But I went to check if my favourite J-rockers were fine.
.....I think they are ><
It was really bad but I hope Japan will be okay D:
It was scary that I knew most of the places that got hit by the quake.

writtern @5:30 PM


Today(still refering to saturday rofl) I printed the sheet music of 'the disappearance of hatsune miku' for piano. I printed 6 pages. Despite my printer and Huda's attempt to stop me x'D
The 1st page was okay. Until the part where the speed increased and according to the score,
speed(crochet)=240
...240? I checked my metronome.
YOU LIARS THE SPEED ISN'T EVEN THERE IT'S NOT IN RANGEEEEEE DDDDDDDDDx
I randomly played through. It was hard cause there were so many notes and the song was sooo long. I also tried playing 1925 at 160 speed just to see how fast I could go. I could kinda do it. I also tried two-faced lovers. Alittle better than yesterday. Having a metronome made me play faster instead of pausing all the time. I don't know.

Also, I went out today and there was this awesome Yamaha store at Plaza sing. It almost filled the whole floor ='D One part was all the guitars/basses/drums and the other was the pianos/violin/classical instruments. There were sooo many guitars ='D They all look awesome.

There was also this set they were selling with an electric guitar plus the amp and other stuff.
Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh-------------
*dies*

writtern @12:34 AM

Friday, March 11, 2011


MY FINGERS HUUUUUUUUUURTTTTT ;_______;
They super hurt, so its hard to type and even harder to do homework. Which is why I am here.

Usually when I play piano my fingers will hurt afterwards, but it recovers after awhile.
Today its different eh.
Still hurts.

I'm sorry for challenging you, metronome.
It was because I tried setting the beat to 160 and play two-faced lovers at its original speed. It turned out to be super fast. So I was like racing with the metronome's beat. Ended up playing super fast. The thing is that you can't PAUSE or you lose the beat. No more 'my pace~' it was like a competition already. I lost because I couldn't keep up and suffered casualties anyways.

Ouch.
I also played super hard and loud.
My finger tips hurt.
I'm typing in a weird way.

writtern @5:40 PM

Tuesday, March 8, 2011


For the past few days I had been depressed, or spilt-personality. When someone asks me what's wrong I don't know what to say. Whatever it sounds stupid. Maybe that's why I feel like a poor talker. Speaking is hard.

Well,

My favourite J-rock band officially announced they were disbanding.
'KAISAN SURU'
At first I was shocked, then angry then depressed.
Then I thought "It was probably for the best, becuase they said it was a positive breakup afterall." Maybe they met a dead end. I won't know. They're not giving up, just going in different directions.
It's not like they don't know what its like for their fans.
I think it's just about understanding and accepting it.

So,
thank you

and

I'm sorry.


(I realised that I didn't mention the band name. Did you know which band I was talking about?)

writtern @9:47 PM

Saturday, March 5, 2011


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writtern @4:12 PM


In the last few days, I have been flooded in homework. Most of them strangely similar. I just realised 2 maths questions were exactly the same =___=;; I also don't know how to do my chinese homework. What am I supposed to write!? O___O

I have also done nothing particularly productive, and instead somehow cut my finger during floorball and now it's still in the process of healing. It looked gross and I can't bend that finger cause the wound is at the joint... But I was all fed up so I went to play the piano. Way to go.

I also someeeeehoooowwww managed to find new songs. Oh yay finally ;_____;
Though they're totally not new songs. But rather old. Some really old. From Vidoll. ><;; Hmm somehow I really like some of the old songs. I'm not sure why but I don't dare to watch the pv. And I looked up the translations to some of the songs.
"...What an adult world..." Alittle glad that it's in japanese so I won't understand unless I listen very carefully and know the words.

I went back to stalking ameblo blogs and you know who's blog-*shot*
There's this frigtening paragraph of words on the front that's a notice about the band. I can't really read it. But I could read a few words. I'm afraid to translate it. They're on hiatus now, so I havent heard anything.

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I can't say it.

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Even the sky is crying now.
I'm still not sure but...

writtern @4:07 PM