I DON'T HAVE MUCH COMMENTS ABOUT SCHOOL. I mean, if I were to talk about it, it would ultimately be rather pessimistic and make my life seem rather sad OTL;;

Anyways...

TWO CDSSSS~ SOOO DAMN HAPPY='D
I want to sit down for 3 hours just to listen to it properly~ The lyrics booklet was interesting... and all the lyrics were written by Jui but he wrote his name in so many ways.. BUT I CAN READ ALL OF THEM SO I KNOW IT'S STILL YOUUUU Dx
Some songs sounded different o.o I think some were rerecorded cause the instrumentals and solos were different...I can tellll!! And one of the songs, almost all of the lyrics were written in romaji OTL;; IT WAS TORTUROUS TO READ Dx Cause it was like "migitenokaatahidaritenoduragutokusuriyubinofukaiai"*example* NO. SPACES. BETWEEN. WORDS. DDDDD'x The only good thing was that I knew the song...
(Btw anyone who can get about half of the words' meaning... good for you x'D)

Anyways today is Jui-san's birthday!~
And on his blog he mentioned he woke up with a cold OTL;; Poor him x'D

writtern @9:54 PM

ARGH SCHOOL STARTED D:
The previous line was like some kindof disgusted thing you would say with a tone that suggested expired muffins and rebeling electronic gadgets. And it with this type of mood that I went to school. Just in the first 45 minutes of morning assembly my brain was slowly tortured and then involunteerily induced into some semi-comatose state.

So the rest of the day past with me trying to stay awake. I only remember observing the sparrow outside the class window during maths class x'D And totally not listening to class...

With this kind of feeling of freedom being robbed once again, let's start a new semester!!*HIT*
I feel so cheated... the holidays didn't feel like a holiday at all. EVEN THOUGH I SPENT 2 WEEKS ON NICONICO x'D

I actually wanted to change my blogskin.. but I'm so lazy.. It's quite a pain and I don't want to face photoshop.. It's like this mental war while it loads. "WAIT HERE DON'T DO ANYTHING FOR 5 MINUTES. IF YOU CAN'T DO THAT YOU CAN'T USE ME!!!" It has developed this kindof rebelious attitude. And I also have no choice but to use it to tone...

Also, I don't know whhhhy they always talk about food in their blogs. It's like "food food food~" x'D
And then random things OTL;;

writtern @9:39 PM

I am actually here because I am procrastinating. I want to put off homework forever....*HIT*

Anyways today we went to dialogue in the dark, which was a tour in the dark where we get to feel what it's like to be blind. We went in small groups with a guide who is visually-impaired. We also had canes.. but THEY WERE USELESS OTL I just keep hitting other people and stuff x'D;; I was sooo disorientated inside and everytime we had to walk we would keep walking until we all banged into each other. And we are constantly like,"WHO IS THIS!?!?!"

It was quite interesting.. and I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR THE WALL-*HIT*

Later we did some other activities and stuff...

writtern @9:51 PM

Today was the first day of that psychology course thing!~
Well now I'm kindof tired so I won't rant like an idiot =___=;;

The campus was huge... And we had lots of breaks and it was kindof interesting and fun :3

Hmm today I tried to do homework.. but somehow I can't do it at all. I feel like I really don't want to work hard anymore. I can't remember all the methods in maths anymore and when I look at the paper I just can't understand it. I'll probably do badly for term 3... OTL;;
I definately can't finish all the homework D'x
Is it fine to just do that paper counted in EOY...?*HIT*

GREAT NOW I HAVE SUDDENLY DEVELOPED THIS 'I-CAN'T-STUDY-ANYMORE' SETTING. Maybe soon I'll become completely lazy and unable to do anything school-related at all x'D
And I can't even become an exorci-*HIT*

Well anyways because I simply couldn't do homework, I started toning pages. I TOOK SO LOOOONG OTL;; Then I got irritated and just added the words x'D
Well the next pages have less panels...

Also once again I went back to reading blogs, though I was kindof tired and just glancing through x'D
Erm. Shun is on some holiday or something. Not in singapore.. x'D
While Jui was talking about his first solo live, and how he was nervous~ x'D He said "when I had the band playing with me before, the nervousness was gone." SO NOW THE NERVOUSNESS IS BACK!? x'D
And I'm also reading manga now..

writtern @11:02 PM

I got killed by a cat. Now I'll never trust sheep again.




Though it was in a dream...

Anyways, I'm just going to talk about random things now. Like how I started on the oneshot, then on that same night I had an interesting dream... which developed into an idea for ANOTHER oneshot in the morning OTL;; So for about 3 hours I was drawing drafts x'D

(THE PICTURE IS UPSIDE-DOWN OTL)
Yesss a page of character drafts and the oneshot is 14 pages... How will I draw so many pages nowwww~ I've only drawn 2 pages and that doesn't even include the toning...
ALKSJDNASKDJND

Oh and that day I went to Huda's house in a... futile attempt to teach her a song. The keyboard... WAS SO SMALL. 54 KEYS IS NOT ENOUGHHHH DAMMIT DDDDD: I couldn't play the left-hand chords properly~~!!! And I kept running out of keeeeys OTL
Also, I suck at Black ops. STOP LOOKING AT THE DAMN FLOOR/CEILING CONTROLLER WHY WON'T YOU COOPERATE or am I just stupid...

I also saw a cat on my way home :3
It was cute, though at first I thought it might be angry cause it just woke up x'D But then it seemed to like me and IT WAS SO CUTEEEE~ It had white fur with grey patches and... eyes that LOOKED LIKE SEPHIROTH*HIT* But I'm not kidding!! It's the exact shade of green...
It also tried to follow me home OTL

I recently started reading Ao no Exorcist.. And watched some of the anime. I went looking for the book today ><
But why... WHY IS THERE NO VOLUME ONEEEEEE DDDDD'x
I will... find it next time OTL;;

I kindof like the art x'D

writtern @11:28 PM

For a few days I pretended that I didn't use the com-*hit*
BUT THE TRUTH WAS THAT I DID DO HOMEWORK. Thought not a lot.. But some.*HITAGAIN*

Anyways on monday I went out to watch a movie... and SPENT SO MUCH MONEY ON FOOD THAT I WAS BROKE ASLDKMASLKDNAS DDDDDx
Then we invaded someone's house with the intention to fill it with snow.Though we didn't get to fill the house with snow, we played cards. Yea, I'm just lazy to talk about it.

Recently I also found sheet music! MARASY ARRANGEMENT ='D Someone actually managed to write sheets for them!! I went on some printing spree and printed Bad Apple, some song I don't know the english title of and Matryoshka~

As I thought the playing is torturous OTL
I can play half of Bad Apple and the key signature isn't thaaaat bad.. as in I wasn't that badly affected by it. The left hand and the rhythm is killing me. SO HARD TO PLAY OTL;;
As for that song..OH IT'S CALLED 'NIGHT OF NIGHTS'. I was guessing the katakana previously... Well that song is... catchy :3 Anyways it looked so fun to play and it wasn't thaaaat hard. The key signature was less of a bitch and the rhythm is easier.
For Matryoshka I don't even- IT IS SOO HARD. Yessss even harder than Bad Apple. The notes are hard OTL;;
Well, I WILL PLAY THEM SOMEDAY D:

Also, the pain of stalking blogs is when they don't post for days... THEN DO A SPAAAAM!!
SHUUUN WHY YOUUU ;~;
Now I will be using 2 translators to try and read them OTL
Atleast Shun's blog posts are generally easier to read ='D

writtern @1:22 PM

Today.. I went out. For the first time, I went bowling!!
It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.. though it was more like walking and drop-throwing the ball x'D If I was lucky and the ball didn't fall into the gutter than it'll hit something ='D
Also.. I GOT A STRIKE!!! x'DDDD
Okay so I just came here to brag*hit*

But today.. hearing Marasy play again I feel like I keep getting pwned by this Japanese awesomeness...
I recklessly wanted to try challenging the japanese so I went to look for piano scores. I looked for Bad Apple. The score was 16 pages long and IT IS SOO HARD. The timing will drive me crazy and it has.. 6 flats OTL;;

There was also this other song I wanted to try playing cause it looked fun*hit*
But so far the score I find is... illegible x'D I DON'T KNOW HOW IT CAN BE POSSIBLE TO PLAY.

I played piano for 1 hour today and my hands huuuurt afterwards ;~;
Also... lately I haven't been drawing manga though I wanted to. I just... get some kindof block where I don't know how to do the panelling and stuff... What is thisssss DDDDx
I don't want it to be dull but I can't seem to draw anything I'll be satisfied with... MAYBE I DO NEED A HALF-YEAR HIATUS*HIT* But okay I'll go read more manga or something x'D
Though apparently I want to do a oneshot kindof manga instead... But I want to wait for a good story to come first~

In the meantime I will try and do homework OTL;;

writtern @11:45 PM

TODAY I DID HOMEWORK. FOR 30 MINUTES ='D
I rejected/postponed attempting certain subjects with half-assed excuses
"My brain isn't fully functioning yet."
"I don't have common sense."
"I don't want to give horrible answers."
"I can't read chinese!"(LIE)

Then I went to read blogs... SHUN HOW DID YOU MAKE 10 POSTS IN A DAAAAAAAAAYYYY D'x
But some of them were locked so.. I didn't get to read them OTL;;
Jui was talking about.. some stuff.. including food and going drinking. Then suddenly started talking about the earthquake and Sendai. He didn't really talk about that, even when he went to Sendai.
And Shun was talking about his sister's wedding, which was today. And talking about the food... then he said
"Next(on the menu) is fillet steak.
Okay,
I'm marrying fillet steak."
YOU CAN'T MARRY YOUR FOOD!!! x'DDD
(G-g-g-go find a person-*HIT*)

Shun managed to remember it was Rame's birthday today, but Jui didn't say anything about it... You better not forget D:

So,
Happy birthday Rame-tan~ ^^

writtern @7:05 PM

Today we went to the beach!!~
It was a class gathering, which was quite fun ><





Some pictures I took with my handphone, which was quite abused ='D
It got sand on it and I also let it on the rocks. Such a bad owner.. OTL;;
Also, we found a handphone on the beach! o.o It was some cute phone, but the battery and sim card and stuff were gone.. It also looked like some China brand so Huda was convinced it came from China... Or something.

At first we just went to the beach and everyone got wet.. Either volunteerily or got pulled in somehow..
The seawater was sooo salty!! That's all I noticed... Then I was completely wet, but it was fun.

We also played some games, ate pizza, ate mac... We also climbed onto the rocks. It was fun, cause we just lied down and stared at the sky. The sky looked so big.. there was just more and more of that endless sky. Having that carefree feeling was nice. I wish we could buy one of those kites to fly!!*hit*

We did some random stuff... Then suddenly it was 5++ and we went back. I thought of staying longer but the journey back would be long so I thought it was better to leave soon...

It was fun!
It felt like summer...

writtern @9:25 PM

Niconico is such a wonderful site isn't it!?
It has alot of amazing things and people... but also stupid things x'DDD

Anyways today I was there.. and I was looking for random stuff to entertain me. I had somehow chosen(once again) to abandon homework and somehow I realise that I seem to be only capable to doing homework with a level of difficulty comparable to that of CAKE. If you know what I mean.  >___>;;

Oh so I actually found one of Luinspear's songs and that person actually had the LYRICS o.o
So I was listening to the song while referring to the lyrics and trying to understand the song... It was hard and I only got bits here and there, plus Jui skipped words and sang different words OTL;;

I also found this song with Jui on vocals, Ruka on drums and Sakito on guitar! Yesss Ruka and Sakito from Nightmare. And the song sortof made me happy, plus the fact that I could understand the lyrics OTL;;
Though this line which Jui sang "..what, no one is here yet? Am I the first to arrive?" seemed soo unlike-y of him x'D That I thought "maybe they got tired of waiting and left-*HIT*"

Anyways I also found songs by Raisonne, which was surprising.. since they were from so long ago x'D
But the sound quality wasn't good and the mixing was bad and it was quite echo-y. BUT IT WAS FROM THE DECADE OF CASSETTE TAPES D:

...And as usualy today I was stalking blogs and realised that Sekihan posts... ALOT! It's like he has endless things to talk about because the posts are sooooo long it's about the longest I have ever seen in my life x'D But he doesn't post that often, so I guess it's.. okay x'D But I was still too lazy to try and read it >___>*HIT*
Anyways when it's winter, they just talk about the cold. But when it's summer they talk about the heat OTL;;

writtern @9:06 PM

Does anyone know what 'backorder' means??
..I-It's okay I can wait. ASLDJASND I AM STILL LISTENING TO-*HIT*
I kindof hate the way they don't post for daaaaays then suddenly do a spam in the middle of the night. I'll be bombarded with the Japanese and resisting the urge to give up and use google translate(which isn't any better btw..). I'll be using a romaji translator.. a dictionary and reading out katakana like an idiot. Oh and, they aren't actually nocturnal.. just occasionally. And Japan is only 1 hour ahead of us!! I know that cause of namas...

I realise with the way I blog it's not surprising that no one can understand what I'm talking about x'D
It's not written in a reader-friendly way... Maybe side-notes will help. Like:
(This is about Japanese blogs)/(This is about namahousous)
I tend to not mention any PROPER nouns until somewhere in the middle... mostly on purpose.*HIT*

Also, I discovered that it was possible to send mail through ameblo OTL;;
WHY DID IT TAKE ME SO LONG TO REALISE THAT IT COULD HAVE BEEN POSSSSSSIIIIBLEEE!?!?!?!
For the sake of enlightenment, a lot of J-rockers and also some nico people(I can't confirm 'A LOT' yet because I only know of 2...) have blogs on ameblo. Which is the reason I stalk it.. x'D So now with this new knowledge I can send FANMAIL!!-*HIT* But again I will be troubled with the contents OTL

My knowledge of Japanese is already very limited... So having to write fanmail in JAPANESE is even harder. Though I think they understand English too, but I only wrote fanmail to Ruki in English ='D
I only write fanmail to say 'Happy Birthday' x'D But now I'm thinking I'll spend an entire day trying to write a proper fanmail looking up the dictionary and stuff...*HIT*
This means I can send fanmail to Jui for his birthday!~ And also.. other people as long as I know their ameblo username =']*HIT*

I have practically wasted this entire week. I haven't done any revision or any HOMEWORK infact. I also haven't done anything particularly useful... and even for manga... I WANT TO GO ON HIATUS FOREVERRRRRR!!!! Wait, this isn't the kind of feeling I started out with!!! DDDDx

writtern @1:54 PM

Now I'm listening to some J-rock bands...
Luna sea and Mr. Children, cause they were the bands some of the J-rockers I knew liked x'D

The songs are nice~

Also, I finally listened to Gazette's new single.....
AOI HAS PINK HAIRRRRRRRRR!!!!! O.O
I was so distracted by it OTL;; Everyone else had normal hair colours and styles... well quite normal for them x'D The song was okayish, it had abit of auto-tuning but it was used properly so.. it's okay!! Also, Ruki's english.. is almost perfect. His pronounciation too. I stopped mistaking it for japanese*HIT* and even managed to catch some words~

He can swear in english perfectly...
Somehow his pronounciation of english is better when he's shouting than when he's singing!?!?

I'll go conquer homework now. While listening to Mr. Children x'D
It was kindof creepy how after I said "sayonara" to someone on msn, I heard "sayonara" in the song o.o

writtern @3:17 PM

I LOVE THAT COPIC MULTILINER 0.03 T^T
It's so fiiiiiiiine!!~ I used it to draw a manga chapter cover(which I had been putting off for a week OTL) and I just love that new pen so much ;~; I spent about an hour on the inking and it turned out pretty good.. I'm pretty proud of it ='D

Well I'm going to read manga now. I just suddenly wanted to start reading manga all over again cause someone was talking about 'Kimi ni Todoke' in a journal on dA.. And I realised I miss that manga T-T

I'm going to catch up on Bakuman first!! I missed weeks of updates... But I will read Kimi ni Todoke later!

Aaah it has started raining again..
Lately it seems like it's raining a lot. Though I hate umbrellas if I'm inside it's okay... I like tha rain :3
Japan's trying to send us their raining season.. so they can have summer!!

Also.. Marasy kami-sama seems to be sick ;~;
Get well sooooon!!

writtern @4:30 PM

I need to stop checking my email.. I SEEM SO DESPERATE!! OTL
I wonder if anyone knows what I'm talking about x'D
Not like calling them bastards will help!!

...By the way I went out today! And I don't mean to get the mail(even though truthfully I don't even do that, unless it's mail for me) downstairs but to TRAVELLL FURTHERRRR~

I went to orchard with Huda >< We wanted to ask other people but everyone was busy or had their own reasons for turning down OTL;;
Anyways.. It was quite miralcous that we didn't get lost!! We went to Takashimaya first, cuse there was Kinokuniya and otther awesome stuff. We went to look at stuff in Kinokuniya.. unconsciously I have developed a sense of direction in that gigantic store!! Even though it's only for locating my favourite sections.. OTL Hmm we looked at manga, Japanese magazines and artbooks... We also looked at novels ><

Afterwards we went downstairs for food or something.. We launched an unofficial hunt for Pino, unofficial cause we didn't find it OTL

We went to art friends where we bought pens.. inking pens!! Now that I have new pens I think I'm more determined to draw manga x'D
It has become my resolution this holiday
"Draw manga!!" OTL

It was only 3.. so we went to 313. I only went there once but somehow by some sortof poor navigation system we go there... We went to HMV! I only looked at the Japanese music OTL
I was looking at every artist I knew.. "I've heard of them! But never really listened to them..."
It was then that I felt poor again. The good thing about spending money first before coming is that I won't have enough money to buy and then.. won't*HIT*

We also went to Yishun library.. I don't even know why. Then we went home, and while on the MRT I had to put everything I almost said through a filter. People around distracted me so I forgot anyways...

writtern @11:22 PM

Firstly, I'm sorry for posting so much today. I just suddenly have so much to rant and I'm lazy to edit the older posts cause the html will go off..

Secondly... I WATCHED 2 NAMAHOUSOUS TODAAAAAAY I'M SOOO HAPPY ='DDDD
One had J-rockers, JUUUIII<3 and Janken pon~
The other had MARASY KAMI-SAMA!!

EVEN THOUGH HE WAS SICK, HE PLAYED AWESOMELY!!
But most of the time he coughed and talked about being sick.. then stuff >__<;;

Today was kindof fun~
But as usual I did nothing useful!!

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