Thursday, July 21, 2011
Sometimes, I daydream to entertain myself. Today I continued yesterday physics lesson's daydream. Too bad it ended. And too bad I still couldn't understand it.
The nice thing about daydreaming is that it is entertaining, and you are about someway on the borders of reality and imagination. So if at any point, attention was required, one could easily slip back into the world. I only tuned in for about 15 minutes of lesson.
The daydream I had.. well I could say it manifested from a dream actually. Also, it was confusing. It involved science organisations, some military-related people, an organised gang and this girl. It was pretty exciting, only my brain was rapidly escalating the events while I had not yet fully understood or structured the situation. AND THEN IT FUCKING ENDED. It was random o.o
Anyways, have you ever had the urge to hurl a bottle into the back of someone's head? Despite the conseqence of losing much of the drink intact and the possibility of being labeled a criminal. I also realised that when I'm on a civilised hate rant, a more vast selection of words emerge from the depths of my dormant vocabulary.
But today I won't do it.
The nice thing about daydreaming is that it is entertaining, and you are about someway on the borders of reality and imagination. So if at any point, attention was required, one could easily slip back into the world. I only tuned in for about 15 minutes of lesson.
The daydream I had.. well I could say it manifested from a dream actually. Also, it was confusing. It involved science organisations, some military-related people, an organised gang and this girl. It was pretty exciting, only my brain was rapidly escalating the events while I had not yet fully understood or structured the situation. AND THEN IT FUCKING ENDED. It was random o.o
Anyways, have you ever had the urge to hurl a bottle into the back of someone's head? Despite the conseqence of losing much of the drink intact and the possibility of being labeled a criminal. I also realised that when I'm on a civilised hate rant, a more vast selection of words emerge from the depths of my dormant vocabulary.
But today I won't do it.
writtern @7:22 PM
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
I really don't know what to draw...
That story is still untitled despite having an entire storyboard drafted out already. In the meantime I'm calling it 'White Rabbit'. Yea... I completely forgot how to draw that boy Edmund. He's quite main though...*HIT* Ehh well since I HAVE the freakin storyboard I might as well draw everything. Only.. WHY AM I NOT DOING ANYTHING OTL;; I keep procrastinating on the toning cause I KNOW PHOTOSHOP HATES ME.
Anyways I wanted to do a pencil manga... I have 3 ideas though ='D
I felt reluctant to draw Sound (even though Yuuta was cute-*hit*) and the fact that I had to shade Ryuza's hair has nothing to do with it lol. It's more cause the story will probably draaaaaaag so darn long (cause of Yuuta-*hitagain*) and I CANNOT DRAW A DRUMSET TO SAVE MY LIFE*HEADSDESK*
I didn't want to draw anything difficult so I just wanted to draw this random story I just named 'Sakura no koe(Sakura's voice)'. I don't know if it'll have BL or something though I am tempted to throw in some*shot* Ehhhh the only thing I can say is the story is freakin screwed up... Yea...
OH AND KANO I AM TOTALLY IGNORING YOU NOW YEA YOU UK-*HIT*
On a side note today as I flipped through random manga sketches I came across this random paper slotted in... which had shonen-ai or something and I was momentarily alarmed OTL;;
On another unrelated note.. I can't read maps at all...... Well it doesn't matter if I don't have that plane ticket... unless I ship myself there =/
OKAY THIS ENTIRE ENTRY MAKES NO SENSE TO ANYONEEEE~~~
That story is still untitled despite having an entire storyboard drafted out already. In the meantime I'm calling it 'White Rabbit'. Yea... I completely forgot how to draw that boy Edmund. He's quite main though...*HIT* Ehh well since I HAVE the freakin storyboard I might as well draw everything. Only.. WHY AM I NOT DOING ANYTHING OTL;; I keep procrastinating on the toning cause I KNOW PHOTOSHOP HATES ME.
Anyways I wanted to do a pencil manga... I have 3 ideas though ='D
I felt reluctant to draw Sound (even though Yuuta was cute-*hit*) and the fact that I had to shade Ryuza's hair has nothing to do with it lol. It's more cause the story will probably draaaaaaag so darn long (cause of Yuuta-*hitagain*) and I CANNOT DRAW A DRUMSET TO SAVE MY LIFE*HEADSDESK*
I didn't want to draw anything difficult so I just wanted to draw this random story I just named 'Sakura no koe(Sakura's voice)'. I don't know if it'll have BL or something though I am tempted to throw in some*shot* Ehhhh the only thing I can say is the story is freakin screwed up... Yea...
OH AND KANO I AM TOTALLY IGNORING YOU NOW YEA YOU UK-*HIT*
On a side note today as I flipped through random manga sketches I came across this random paper slotted in... which had shonen-ai or something and I was momentarily alarmed OTL;;
On another unrelated note.. I can't read maps at all...... Well it doesn't matter if I don't have that plane ticket... unless I ship myself there =/
OKAY THIS ENTIRE ENTRY MAKES NO SENSE TO ANYONEEEE~~~
writtern @7:53 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Yesterday there was a fire that burned down our school. The cause, we believed..
Won't it be cool if I wrote this like a novel so it sounds like something out of a movie? But anyways it was pretty awesome and we made it more interesting with our imaginations!!
On the way to school in the morning, I first saw a streak of white in the sky.
It continued stretching across the sky, lead by some distant object. The sky appeared to spilt in that moment as I watched the distant object, believed to be a space shuttle, crawl across the sky. Anticipating its crash-landing, I followed it to the school.
Nearing the junction, I spyed dark clouds in the vicinity. Initially thought to be rain clouds, I immediately dismissed it as I witnessed the trail of coal black smoke. It rose in columns, choking and engulfing the sky. It was menancing yet awesome, like something out of an american movie. For a breif moment, I thought of a campfire and several cheers flashed by my head. I restrained myself from the urge to sing to it, aware of how unsympathetic and sadistic I would appear to be. Fire! Oh fire! How wonderful!!
When I initially saw the trail of dark smoke rising from somewhere behind the railway tracks, I had thought the government merely introduced a new type of train that ran on coal, brought here by the British. Unfortunately it wasn't, and I was upset for a moment because I was hoping that with old trains there might be platform 9 and 3quaters, and that there could be a possible way to enter the school of Hogwarts.
With that bitter thought in the back of my head, I went to school. Again, the smoke was visible, though the teachers appeared NOT to acknowledge it. Together with my friend, Batrisya, we came up with wonderful theories to explain the smoke and fire. The fomulated theories are as follows:
1. A HDB block was on fire (quickly dismissed for being uninteresting and also there was way too much smoke)
2. A few HDB blocks on fire (dismissed for a reason similar to 1.)
3. A plane crashed there (dismissed as smoke from a plane crash site dispersed fairly quickly)
4. A meteor landed there (possible)
5. A factory fire (dismissed)
6. A space shuttle crashed there (highly possible)
Out of the fomulated theories, the most interesting and hence believable one was where a space shuttle had crash-landed at the site, causing a major fire. The trail of white initially sighted at the bus-stop had lead to the school and disappeared behind the smoke, which was why I thought the space shuttle crashed there. We then said the space shuttle was driven by an alien. Then we contemplated the possibility of MORE space shuttles and MORE aliens. It was very exciting.
After school, we went on a journey to look for the crash site and hopefully see bits of the spaceship and hopefully aliens as well. But that was not before we ditched Huda, who refused to assist us with her Google maps application. We embarked on the an adventure, following only out instinct and our knowledge of where the smoke had been.
We went behind the Woodlands community centre, then passed through several HDB blocks. If the fire had been from one of the blocks, we would have seen it already, hence that theory could not be possible. A police truck drove past us at that point, raising our hopes of the crash site being near. We continued walking, until we reached Republic Polytechnic. The students appeared to be completely unaware that aliens had just attempted to invade our earth! The aliens were very sly indeed. They could even be among us now.
We entered a more remote area and eventually, following the commontion and throng of police vehicles, we found the crash site. It was like something our of a movie - the remains were ashen and the police were removing parts of the spaceship. The sliens, however, were nowhere to be found. They must have escaped.
It was a fun day, despite knowing that an alien invasion had just occured.
Won't it be cool if I wrote this like a novel so it sounds like something out of a movie? But anyways it was pretty awesome and we made it more interesting with our imaginations!!
On the way to school in the morning, I first saw a streak of white in the sky.
Nearing the junction, I spyed dark clouds in the vicinity. Initially thought to be rain clouds, I immediately dismissed it as I witnessed the trail of coal black smoke. It rose in columns, choking and engulfing the sky. It was menancing yet awesome, like something out of an american movie. For a breif moment, I thought of a campfire and several cheers flashed by my head. I restrained myself from the urge to sing to it, aware of how unsympathetic and sadistic I would appear to be. Fire! Oh fire! How wonderful!!
With that bitter thought in the back of my head, I went to school. Again, the smoke was visible, though the teachers appeared NOT to acknowledge it. Together with my friend, Batrisya, we came up with wonderful theories to explain the smoke and fire. The fomulated theories are as follows:
1. A HDB block was on fire (quickly dismissed for being uninteresting and also there was way too much smoke)
2. A few HDB blocks on fire (dismissed for a reason similar to 1.)
3. A plane crashed there (dismissed as smoke from a plane crash site dispersed fairly quickly)
4. A meteor landed there (possible)
5. A factory fire (dismissed)
6. A space shuttle crashed there (highly possible)
Out of the fomulated theories, the most interesting and hence believable one was where a space shuttle had crash-landed at the site, causing a major fire. The trail of white initially sighted at the bus-stop had lead to the school and disappeared behind the smoke, which was why I thought the space shuttle crashed there. We then said the space shuttle was driven by an alien. Then we contemplated the possibility of MORE space shuttles and MORE aliens. It was very exciting.
After school, we went on a journey to look for the crash site and hopefully see bits of the spaceship and hopefully aliens as well. But that was not before we ditched Huda, who refused to assist us with her Google maps application. We embarked on the an adventure, following only out instinct and our knowledge of where the smoke had been.
We went behind the Woodlands community centre, then passed through several HDB blocks. If the fire had been from one of the blocks, we would have seen it already, hence that theory could not be possible. A police truck drove past us at that point, raising our hopes of the crash site being near. We continued walking, until we reached Republic Polytechnic. The students appeared to be completely unaware that aliens had just attempted to invade our earth! The aliens were very sly indeed. They could even be among us now.
We entered a more remote area and eventually, following the commontion and throng of police vehicles, we found the crash site. It was like something our of a movie - the remains were ashen and the police were removing parts of the spaceship. The sliens, however, were nowhere to be found. They must have escaped.
It was a fun day, despite knowing that an alien invasion had just occured.
writtern @1:01 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Even if it's just words, it's fine.
Because I haven't been talking much.
Even if it's just to pass time,
Let's forget about that ugly grudge.
This silence that cuts to the core,
Waiting for a stranger's door to open.
Whatever future are we hoping for?
We both know troubles form a burdern.
Don't speak now.
Close your tired eyes and forget the world here.
Pick up those words again to tell
a different story in somewhere.
Don't hesitate to tell the truth,
There's no one to listen and mock.
Even if we run out of options we won't move.
We won't cower with your big talk.
We won't change what we're proud of.
We could be strangers and we could be no one.
Because I haven't been talking much.
Even if it's just to pass time,
Let's forget about that ugly grudge.
This silence that cuts to the core,
Waiting for a stranger's door to open.
Whatever future are we hoping for?
We both know troubles form a burdern.
Don't speak now.
Close your tired eyes and forget the world here.
Pick up those words again to tell
a different story in somewhere.
Don't hesitate to tell the truth,
There's no one to listen and mock.
Even if we run out of options we won't move.
We won't cower with your big talk.
We won't change what we're proud of.
We could be strangers and we could be no one.
writtern @7:24 PM
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Today we went to PCF!~ The kids were.. all so damn cute OTL;;
None of them threw a tantrum or cried, so it was good x'D The time.. past so fast o.o
Anyways, if I can't find a video for omms... I'll run myself into a wall. Or just play bad apple until my neighbours go mad and break their door or something.. Why were we given this difficult theme Dx
Also, Microsoft office is totally being a bitch now. I swear my computer has this attitude where it twists itself to inconvenience me at the most critical times where I am completely dependent on it. Like now, where I am currently attempting to construct slides for the said presentation. Only the programme keeps fcking itself up. It starts with some lagging then ultimately stops responding. The most infuriating thing about this state of unresponsive behaviour is that you always have this false hope it might come back to live. Ofcourse, it hardly does. And when you shut it down, you have to start AGAIN and face that crap until you're convinced the computer is indeed mocking you.
Sometimes I impress myself at how when I rant random vocabulary comes out, like the surge of hatred for an inanimate object you can't even yell at(you can.. only it projects an image of insanity which is not much desired in public) can only be vented in an entry of rants ironically written on that same piece of junk you were lamenting about.
None of them threw a tantrum or cried, so it was good x'D The time.. past so fast o.o
Anyways, if I can't find a video for omms... I'll run myself into a wall. Or just play bad apple until my neighbours go mad and break their door or something.. Why were we given this difficult theme Dx
Also, Microsoft office is totally being a bitch now. I swear my computer has this attitude where it twists itself to inconvenience me at the most critical times where I am completely dependent on it. Like now, where I am currently attempting to construct slides for the said presentation. Only the programme keeps fcking itself up. It starts with some lagging then ultimately stops responding. The most infuriating thing about this state of unresponsive behaviour is that you always have this false hope it might come back to live. Ofcourse, it hardly does. And when you shut it down, you have to start AGAIN and face that crap until you're convinced the computer is indeed mocking you.
Sometimes I impress myself at how when I rant random vocabulary comes out, like the surge of hatred for an inanimate object you can't even yell at(you can.. only it projects an image of insanity which is not much desired in public) can only be vented in an entry of rants ironically written on that same piece of junk you were lamenting about.
writtern @8:51 PM
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
I'm not drawing enough. I mean, I haven't done anything about my manga oneshot in about a week OTL
I JUST KEEEEEP PROCRASTINATING ON THE TONING. And I haven't done inking either x'D Or anything about the collab in fact... I AM SO SORRY DDDDx
I-I was actually going to start on the toning but I realised I haven't done my bio practical book... which is due tomorrow OTL;; I am becoming more irresponsible and lazy.. Which just about equals more useless x'D
Bad apple is somehow always stuck in my head. It puts itself on repeat and SPAAAAMSSS MY HEAD.
Okay why am I still here...
I JUST KEEEEEP PROCRASTINATING ON THE TONING. And I haven't done inking either x'D Or anything about the collab in fact... I AM SO SORRY DDDDx
I-I was actually going to start on the toning but I realised I haven't done my bio practical book... which is due tomorrow OTL;; I am becoming more irresponsible and lazy.. Which just about equals more useless x'D
Bad apple is somehow always stuck in my head. It puts itself on repeat and SPAAAAMSSS MY HEAD.
Okay why am I still here...
writtern @8:56 PM