Do I blog everyday?
I think it has become a habit. Like to turn on the computer. Atleast people(if any) who visit my blog will know that I'm still alive. That I haven't been eaten or murdered. That I seem to be very bored =___=;;
Anyways I realised I haven't updated my deviantart in awhile. It dosen't mean I haven't been drawing, I've been doodling stuff. Just that I didn't scan any of it and anyways its crack. When I look through the sketches I wonder, "wtf was I doing, I NEED TO BURN THIS - NOWW!!D:<"
Doodling is so fun. Though when its done I either think:
- "It's so plain>___>;;"
- "What the EFFF there is so much white spaceD:"
- "I JUST CONTRIBUTED TO GLOBAL WARMING. I'M GOING TO HELL!!!"
- "I'm sorry, poor trees."
- "...Why did I draw that?"
- "The idea was better in my imagination. Maybe I should have left it there."
- "THIS SHOULD NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY. Oh wait it just di-*shot*"
- "I'M GONNA SCAN THIS! :D WHERE'S THE SCANNER!?"
I'm always thinking I need to improve my art, but in the end it's still the same all the time. Maybe I'll go draw some fanart. Idk, I suck at fanart cause my style kills itD:
By the way, I got a letter from Zhang ting the other day! I'm not sure if I should replyxD;;
Because.. the funny thing was how Zhang ting and I sent each other a letter at the same time! Well around the same time. I think she got my letter. I was going to call her yesterday to ask "now what?" but I got lazy and I hate speaking on the phone, so I didn't. So now I'm wondering.. who should write a reply!? Though in our letters the topics are similar....
Also, I have alot of homework, mainly CHINESE homework, mainly DIFFICULT-TO-DO AND TIME-CONSUMING CHINESE homework. I didn't do any of it. What if the same thing happens like last year, where no one collected the homework!? I will seriously burn down the schoolD:< "WTF WAS THAT ALL FOR!?!?" I might have to lock myself in my room for hours to force myself to get it done. It worked for a compo. But it was shitty work. God damn and I have to write 4 COMPOS!? IN CHINESE!!