I spent recess alone today. Yesterday, Wei Ling asked me why I kept following her and I asked her 'I can, can't I?' Then she said 'No you cant.' Even though she didn't say it very loudly, I could still hear it clearly. I asked her to repeat what she just said but she said that she said nothing.

Maybe I should stop trying to be friends with them again. After all, they're always ignoring me. I don't know why this happened. Last year when we were Primary 5, we were best friends and we had fun everytime.

But this year, it changed. We stopped hanging out together. At first, Gloria and I were still hanging out together... though we didn't have much fun without Wei Ling. Then suddenly, Gloria stopped hanging out with me. She told me one day in an sms that she was actually hanging out with Wei Ling to play basketball. I wasn't the altheletic type but I joined them still. Then we had some fun.

But that didn't last long either. Soon, we stopped hanging out altogether. Then after a few weeks, I found them and they said that they were going to play in the field. That's where we played during recess. Until yesterday when they just ran into the field. They could run much faster than me and they never once waited for me.

Now, even in class, we don't really speak. To Wei Ling, everything is confidential and I'm always being left out of everything. Even Gloria seems to be ignoring me. Sometimes they sms me but they rarely do anyway. I know that they use a hi-card and sometimes they run out of money so they can't sms. But they don't even talk to me in class.

writtern @1:52 PM